i started a small conflict..
but turns out its a big one...
which alady made mi sad-ed, emo-ed, drunk-ed for 3 WHOLE DAYS alady...
i can feel my gastric's not good alady...
but wat to do? i need alcohol to keep mi sleep drurin de nite...
i'm used to his voice everynite b4 i sleep...
and i'm missin it every single second now...
i've apologised...
he chose to left mi, when i love him so much at tis point of time...
which was really devastating...
i really cannot make it anymore...
i intended to kill myself...
no use...
i noe its no use anymore now...
he said he needed a break...
our first broke up i took 2 days to reconsider our r/s...
and i gave him chances...
now he don even intend to gib mi a single chance...
which i nv ask for for tis past 1yr plus...
wat to do...?
haixxx...
cryin everyday/nite will not solve anything...
i've alady tried my best to salvage tis r/s...
promises really don exist at all...
even though he reads tis...
i think he'll jus read read den close window treat mi like shit...
haixxxxx....
really feel like dying now...
i really wish we can be together again...
i really need him by my side...
i miss him...
i miss his voice...
i miss those times we used to hab movie marathons...
i miss de way he cared for mi..
i miss de way he loves mi...
he's de one who i'm willin to put my trust in...
cox he's de one who promised mi tat he's diff from tat bastard...
it turns out he left mi, suddenly...
which was mi who made him broke tis promise...
I REALLY WANNA BE WIT HIM!!!
*cries*
really hope he can gib mi a chance, jus one chance will do...
='(((((((((((((((((
Thursday, May 24, 2007
sad-ed. emo-ed. died-ed. @ 10:44:00 AM 
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